Monday, 29 January 2007
Sunday, 28 January 2007
Lily Allen writes the best lyrics! Haha.. The girl rox! :P
Nan You're a Window Shopper is like a spoof of 50 cent's 'Window Shopper'.
Alfie - Lily Allen
Ooooo deary me,
My little brother's in his bedroom smoking weed,
I tell him he should get up cos it's nearly half past three
He can't be bothered cos he's high on THC.
I ask him very nicely if he'd like a cup of tea,
I can't even see him cos his room is so smoky,
Don't understand how one can watch so much TV,
My baby brother Alfie how I wish that you could see.
Chorus
Oooooo I only say it cos I care,
So please can you stop pulling my hair.
Now, now there's no need to swear,
Please don't despair, my dear Mon frere.
Ooooo Alfie get up it's a brand new day,
I just can't sit back and watch you waste your life away
You need to get a job because the bills need to get paid.
Get off your lazy arse,
Alfie please use your brain
Surely there's some walls out there that you can go and spray,
I'm feeling guilty for leading you astray,
Now how the hell do you ever expect that you'll get laid,
When all you do is stay and play on your computer games?
Chorus
Oh little brother please refrain from doing that,
I'm tryna help you out so can you stop being a twat.
It's time that you and I sat down and had a little chat,
And look me in the eyes take off that stupid fitted cap.
Chorus
Please don't despair
Please don't despair
Mon frere
Nan You're a Window Shopper - Lily Allen
Chorus
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Taking a look, But you never buy.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
You won't pick it up if it's over a fiver.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Get On the bus 'coz you still can't drive.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Mad as Fuck, Only just alive.
You get up in the morning and you like your tea milky
You fumble for your glasses 'coz without 'em you can't see
It's funny when I come around your house when I'm twenty
And I still have to wear all the presents you sent me.
I walk into your kitchen, everythings got a label
You've done your christmas shopping and we're only in April
And you won't leave your house, unless your wearing your thermals
You're covered all in cat fur and you're stinking like strepsils.
You're headed down the bowls club,
Have another Orange squash.
The Balls are Rollin', rollin', rollin'.
You can't walk right,
'Coz things aren't what they were.
Your ankles are Swollen, swollen, swollen.
Chorus
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Taking a look, But you never buy.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
You won't pick it up if it's over a fiver.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Get On the bus 'coz you still can't drive.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Mad as Fuck, Only just alive.
You're walking down the post office, to pick up your pension,
And then you're off to Bingo, it's become an obsession,
So weary of the kids when their wearing their hoods up,
And even if they smile at you, you think it's a stick up.
You only buy the paper, just to cut out the coupons,
You're saving 50p, but what do you want with tampons.
You're always at the doctors, picking up your prescription,
And they throw in some KY, just to ease up the friction.
You've got a leak in,
Your Calostemy bag,
Yeah it's got a hole in, hole in, hole in.
On the weekend,
You're shopping with your trolley, it's sad
How you're rollin', rollin', rollin'.
Chorus
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Taking a look, But you never buy.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
You won't pick it up if it's over a fiver.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Get On the bus 'coz you still can't drive.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Mad as Fuck, Only just alive
Nan You're a Window Shopper is like a spoof of 50 cent's 'Window Shopper'.
Alfie - Lily Allen
Ooooo deary me,
My little brother's in his bedroom smoking weed,
I tell him he should get up cos it's nearly half past three
He can't be bothered cos he's high on THC.
I ask him very nicely if he'd like a cup of tea,
I can't even see him cos his room is so smoky,
Don't understand how one can watch so much TV,
My baby brother Alfie how I wish that you could see.
Chorus
Oooooo I only say it cos I care,
So please can you stop pulling my hair.
Now, now there's no need to swear,
Please don't despair, my dear Mon frere.
Ooooo Alfie get up it's a brand new day,
I just can't sit back and watch you waste your life away
You need to get a job because the bills need to get paid.
Get off your lazy arse,
Alfie please use your brain
Surely there's some walls out there that you can go and spray,
I'm feeling guilty for leading you astray,
Now how the hell do you ever expect that you'll get laid,
When all you do is stay and play on your computer games?
Chorus
Oh little brother please refrain from doing that,
I'm tryna help you out so can you stop being a twat.
It's time that you and I sat down and had a little chat,
And look me in the eyes take off that stupid fitted cap.
Chorus
Please don't despair
Please don't despair
Mon frere
Nan You're a Window Shopper - Lily Allen
Chorus
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Taking a look, But you never buy.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
You won't pick it up if it's over a fiver.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Get On the bus 'coz you still can't drive.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Mad as Fuck, Only just alive.
You get up in the morning and you like your tea milky
You fumble for your glasses 'coz without 'em you can't see
It's funny when I come around your house when I'm twenty
And I still have to wear all the presents you sent me.
I walk into your kitchen, everythings got a label
You've done your christmas shopping and we're only in April
And you won't leave your house, unless your wearing your thermals
You're covered all in cat fur and you're stinking like strepsils.
You're headed down the bowls club,
Have another Orange squash.
The Balls are Rollin', rollin', rollin'.
You can't walk right,
'Coz things aren't what they were.
Your ankles are Swollen, swollen, swollen.
Chorus
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Taking a look, But you never buy.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
You won't pick it up if it's over a fiver.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Get On the bus 'coz you still can't drive.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Mad as Fuck, Only just alive.
You're walking down the post office, to pick up your pension,
And then you're off to Bingo, it's become an obsession,
So weary of the kids when their wearing their hoods up,
And even if they smile at you, you think it's a stick up.
You only buy the paper, just to cut out the coupons,
You're saving 50p, but what do you want with tampons.
You're always at the doctors, picking up your prescription,
And they throw in some KY, just to ease up the friction.
You've got a leak in,
Your Calostemy bag,
Yeah it's got a hole in, hole in, hole in.
On the weekend,
You're shopping with your trolley, it's sad
How you're rollin', rollin', rollin'.
Chorus
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Taking a look, But you never buy.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
You won't pick it up if it's over a fiver.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Get On the bus 'coz you still can't drive.
Nan You're a Window Shopper,
Mad as Fuck, Only just alive
Was at work the whole day today. Bored on the train home from work. See what i took. Haha.. Actually what Munirah took.
The auntie had maggi mee fringe.. rahahahah. See.. I was tt bored. :P Anyway i don't like SPGs. Cause they're skanky & give a bad name to Asian women. Ok tt's all. I have nothing else to blog about. Gd Night!
Friday, 26 January 2007
4 Girls & a Guy :)
Off from work today. Met up for dinner with Irfan, Cheryl, Charmaine & Gladys at Cahaya.I love meeting up with my old Tk pals!They're hilarious!The best friends one could have. :)Anyway took lotsa pics.
WARNING: Photo overload!:P
Our food!
Gladys & Charmaine
Gladys got cut out.. :(
Four of us again .. :)
Irfan & I :)
WARNING: Photo overload!:P
Our food!
Gladys & Charmaine
Me & Cheryl 
Irfan & I
Crazy Cheryl :P
In the car
Us four with Gladys' car.
Me & Gladys
Crazy Cheryl again.. haha
Gladys got cut out.. :(
Four of us again .. :) Irfan & I :)
THE FEMALE SURVEY
1. What color is your bra?
Which one? I have a lot you know.
2. Do you ever lie about your age?
No.
3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys"or "tough guys"?
Neither. I think they both are fake.
4. Do you prefer blond or dark haired guys?
Dark-haired!!
5. How many things in your past do you regret?
Lots..
6.Do you have a best friend?
No.
7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A news anchor..haha.
8. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
I think so..I kiss my bf goodbye & kiss my mum gdnite on her cheek.
9. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
Orchard
10.Who was the last person you hugged?
Irfan :)
11. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Unfortunately yes.
12. Have you ever thought about it?
Duh..
13. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
Sort of..
14. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
My exam results..ha
15. Do you like your life?
So far so gd..
16. Do you shop at Hollister?
No.. there aint any in Singapore
17. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
I only have one bf.
18. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
I think so.
19. Did you forgive them?
No.
20. Who was your first best friend?
Never had one.
21. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I think it's even.
22. How long have you had friendster?
Since sec school.
23. Have you ever skipped school?
Not really..heh
24. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
No.
25. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
No.
26. What is one of your biggest fears?
Losing a bf or husband.
27. Have you ever skipped class?
Yes..hehe
28. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
Nope.
29. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
A million times.
30. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Yup.
31. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Yes!
32. Are you a player?
No :)
33. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it came true?
Yup. but rarely happens.
34.Do you ever wish you were famous?
Duh.. free stuff who dont want.
35. Do you ever wish you were a male?
Yes.. guys have it easier.
36. Do you think any men will open this just because it's labeled "The FemaleSurvey" ?
Maybe.
Ok tt was dumb. I'm jus bored. :(
Which one? I have a lot you know.
2. Do you ever lie about your age?
No.
3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys"or "tough guys"?
Neither. I think they both are fake.
4. Do you prefer blond or dark haired guys?
Dark-haired!!
5. How many things in your past do you regret?
Lots..
6.Do you have a best friend?
No.
7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A news anchor..haha.
8. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
I think so..I kiss my bf goodbye & kiss my mum gdnite on her cheek.
9. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
Orchard
10.Who was the last person you hugged?
Irfan :)
11. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Unfortunately yes.
12. Have you ever thought about it?
Duh..
13. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
Sort of..
14. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
My exam results..ha
15. Do you like your life?
So far so gd..
16. Do you shop at Hollister?
No.. there aint any in Singapore
17. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
I only have one bf.
18. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
I think so.
19. Did you forgive them?
No.
20. Who was your first best friend?
Never had one.
21. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I think it's even.
22. How long have you had friendster?
Since sec school.
23. Have you ever skipped school?
Not really..heh
24. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
No.
25. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
No.
26. What is one of your biggest fears?
Losing a bf or husband.
27. Have you ever skipped class?
Yes..hehe
28. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
Nope.
29. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
A million times.
30. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Yup.
31. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Yes!
32. Are you a player?
No :)
33. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it came true?
Yup. but rarely happens.
34.Do you ever wish you were famous?
Duh.. free stuff who dont want.
35. Do you ever wish you were a male?
Yes.. guys have it easier.
36. Do you think any men will open this just because it's labeled "The FemaleSurvey" ?
Maybe.
Ok tt was dumb. I'm jus bored. :(
Thursday, 25 January 2007
Ok i know i just posted something. But I just have to let this out. You know what i freaking can't stand and hate? Ppl who tak sedar diri. Ppl who dont know their place. Ppl who obviously lack a mirror at home.I hate bloody nincompoops who think they're fucking jambu when they're not. Nobody's gonna fault you if you're not attractive or something but please don't fucking act like you're God's gift to men. In life its better to underestimate yourself than overestimate.Really. Oh and i can't stand ppl who obviously don't know shit about branded stuff & action action want to go buy. There's nothing wrong with buying something branded. I myself am saving up for a wallet. But pls dont go buying branded stuff just cause your friends are. That is a bloody adolescent thing to do. Besides,there's nothing wrong with cheap stuff. At the end of the day money cant buy style. Even an authentic Hermes Birkin bag is gonna look like a Far East Plaza rip off on somebody with no style or fashion sense.Well I've said my piece and now let us all do a good deed to mankind and pool our funds together to invest in a mirror of some sort for such ppl who obviously need it. Thank u.
Wednesday, 24 January 2007
My ulcer is killing me!!! I can't speak properly. This is extremely inconvenient since i'm a sales asst. Ppl unfortunately will think tt i'm some bo chap salesperson when the truth is tt i'm in pain. Sigh..see how miserable i am? I hope the ulcer goes away fast.
Anyways my colleague Jas said the most weird thing about Irfan : He looks like Justin Timberlake. Hahahahahahaha... he so does not.. haha..I think my boyfriend is cute but JT?haha.. The one celebrity that i think Irfan does have some resemblance to is Mark Ruffalo. Mark Ruffalo who? heh.. The guy he starred opposite Reese Witherspoon in Just Like Heaven la.. Speaking of JT, his new album rox la and i'm the type who doesn't listen to tt kind of music.
Oh and i LURRRVVVVEEE Lily Allen!!! Her lyrics are damn meaningful but funny as well.. and she's got a quirky sense of fashion. heh.. Dont belive me? watch.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-ejta2aB8E
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yExAHkoQrmQ
Irfan fetched me from work today. :)Thanks babe. Had Kit Kat Cookie dough.. Can't taste the cookie dough at all.. Oh anyways i love my tee.. wanna see? haha
i also love how my toes look together with my slippers..hehe.. :P I have stubby fat toes.
ok tt's all. Good night folks.
Vigilante?
Just took this seduction test. The analysis makes me sound damn cool.. haha..Cant be tt accurate rite? haha I'm skeptical.
Links to a Skeptic guide which is damn cool..haha
http://http://www.seductiveshorts.com/#goods/quiz
Links to a Skeptic guide which is damn cool..haha
http://http://www.seductiveshorts.com/#goods/quiz
New Collection!
NafNaf now has its Spring/Summer collection. This means tt i have more clothes to buy! haha.. I already decided on two tops. Maybe i shall buy a bag too..heh..With my staff discount the basic tees are damn cheap ah.. Good time to stock up on basics for school. Heh.. If i can get into a uni. (InsyaAllah.)I cant wait for my pay!!!
Met Irfan at tamp after work today. <3
Pure bliss :)
Met Irfan at tamp after work today. <3
Pure bliss :)
Monday, 22 January 2007
Spent the day with Irfan today :) We caught Apocalypto at The Cathay. Was an ok show la actually, just a bit too brutal at times.heh.. The little boy who played Turtle Runs was damn cute though..
The garlic bread thingy & our pizza!
Anyways i just realised tt many ppl are complaining on their blogs regarding their bus & MRT fares. The funny thing is that unlike most ppl i'm still enjoying my student rate. I can still buy my bus concession and my train ride costs 50cents. Furthermore when i asked the auntie at the counter she checked and told me tt my ez-link card only expires in Dec 2007! I'm a retainee some more.. Funny eh? haha.. Maybe all you ppl out there should go check with the top-up counter aunty. For all u know you guys can still buy your student concessions. Thank God for the concession or else i'll be spending a bomb travelling from Tampines to Vivo everyday. well i shall go read other ppl's blogs now..hahah.. till next time :P
In the Cinema.
Went to F.O.S after tt. Bought a tee and a little polo for Adam. heh.. I think Irfan looks nice in the polo he bought. I like him in polos. Was craving for pizza so we had drunch (dinner-lunch) at Sarpino's Pizzeria. The garlic bread thingy was delish man.
The garlic bread thingy & our pizza!
Anyways i just realised tt many ppl are complaining on their blogs regarding their bus & MRT fares. The funny thing is that unlike most ppl i'm still enjoying my student rate. I can still buy my bus concession and my train ride costs 50cents. Furthermore when i asked the auntie at the counter she checked and told me tt my ez-link card only expires in Dec 2007! I'm a retainee some more.. Funny eh? haha.. Maybe all you ppl out there should go check with the top-up counter aunty. For all u know you guys can still buy your student concessions. Thank God for the concession or else i'll be spending a bomb travelling from Tampines to Vivo everyday. well i shall go read other ppl's blogs now..hahah.. till next time :P
Irfan
To Irfan.
Thank you for always being there for me.
Thank you for being my best friend.
Thank you for your care, concern and unconditional love.
Thank you for all the joy and laughter you've brought into my life.
And thank you for finding me cute no matter what i do. haha.. :P
I love you! :)
Thank you for always being there for me.
Thank you for being my best friend.
Thank you for your care, concern and unconditional love.
Thank you for all the joy and laughter you've brought into my life.
And thank you for finding me cute no matter what i do. haha.. :P
I love you! :)
Sunday, 21 January 2007
Ladida..
Today was uneventful but ok.Worked from 12 to 10 plus. Missed $4000 by $70 plus. Nvm we still achieved the $3500 target. Was the first time i actually bothered about how much the shop made though. Anyhow,an ang-moh looking girl came in today and went like "Omigod i can't believe they're playing Avenged Sevenfold!.." Haha.. Believe it. We play whatever CDs we want at work when Elvire isnt around..heh. I just have to remember to turn the volume down when Chop Suey or some noisy sounding song is playing.
[Avenged Sevenfold:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jg-VZZUSBIs]
Me and Jas got bored after Joey left so we tried on clothes and cam-whored after work. Ok she didnt cam-whore but i did..haha..Still my cam-whoring aint tt bad..
Anyways, IRFAN IS BACK!!!! YAY!!!!haha..I miss him. I hate it when he goes away. Now my baby's back and i have someone to talk to! haha..Can't wait to spend my day off on Monday with him. I love him. :) Now though i gotta sleep so bye.
[Avenged Sevenfold:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jg-VZZUSBIs]
Me and Jas got bored after Joey left so we tried on clothes and cam-whored after work. Ok she didnt cam-whore but i did..haha..Still my cam-whoring aint tt bad..
Anyways, IRFAN IS BACK!!!! YAY!!!!haha..I miss him. I hate it when he goes away. Now my baby's back and i have someone to talk to! haha..Can't wait to spend my day off on Monday with him. I love him. :) Now though i gotta sleep so bye.
Tired..
I was bloody tired last night. Started work at 0930 then met Cheryl & Charmaine for dinner at Cahaya after work. Saw our ex-classmate Ibrahim there as well as some other ppl. Anyway, got dragged to Zouk after tt. Haha.. Damn empty la cause damn early. Had a screwdriver or whatever it's called and left at 1030. Yes i'm probably the only idiot who leaves a club tt early. Haha.. Doesnt matter la actually cause i was damn tired and i hate clubbing anyway. Took a cab to Outram MRT station to meet Farah.Outram MRT station stupidly does not have a toilet. The nearest toilet was in the NEL side of the station which unfortunately was in another opening and way below the surface. Even then the toilet was in one far away secluded corner of the station. It was damn ulu la. I swear if i stayed longer i would have seen a ghost or something. Thank God it was clean. I must remember to empty my bladder at the club next time before leaving. I didnt know one drink could make me pee tt much.
Anyway unlike some ppl i hate the fact tt i look munjen. Trust me it is not an exotic thing to look munjen. Yes it's a converstion starter but it gets boring after awhile. I mean ppl have mistaken me for a munjen since i was in kindergarten and seriously it is not a big deal. Gets pretty irritating sometimes. Ppl say stuff about me in malay which i obviously understand. While the comments are flattering at times ( not all the time...haha) i seriously did not need to know what the Mats outside Zouk thought about me out loud. Its just too much information.
Surprisingly i woke up without i headache today! Yay! Considering i was semi-concious (ok i'm exaggerating but it was close to tt) in the train last night, i'm bright and awake today!Oh and Irfan's coming back today! Yay again!haha..i miss him. ok its nearly 1015 i better get ready for work. Till next time. :P
Anyway unlike some ppl i hate the fact tt i look munjen. Trust me it is not an exotic thing to look munjen. Yes it's a converstion starter but it gets boring after awhile. I mean ppl have mistaken me for a munjen since i was in kindergarten and seriously it is not a big deal. Gets pretty irritating sometimes. Ppl say stuff about me in malay which i obviously understand. While the comments are flattering at times ( not all the time...haha) i seriously did not need to know what the Mats outside Zouk thought about me out loud. Its just too much information.
Surprisingly i woke up without i headache today! Yay! Considering i was semi-concious (ok i'm exaggerating but it was close to tt) in the train last night, i'm bright and awake today!Oh and Irfan's coming back today! Yay again!haha..i miss him. ok its nearly 1015 i better get ready for work. Till next time. :P
Friday, 19 January 2007
Broke
I'm broke. I'm broke till i get my pay. I want to shop. I need to stock up on clothes before school starts. Here i'm assuming tt i'll actually be going to a uni. Heh. In need more tops man. Especially short sleeved tops. I have too many long sleeved and sleeveless tops.Where to buy???
Went shopping with Khalies today.Far east rips ppl off. Damn overpriced la.They buy cheapcheap from Thailand then sell here at $40. Wat only.. I honestly rather buy from like Topshop, Zara and Mango. At least quality better.Speaking of that, i bought a top for $8 and black skinny jeans for $39.90 from Zara on Tue. Damn happy ah. Now i need to buy a bag. Saw the LesportsSac OC special edition bag tt i so wanted at Isetan. Unfortunately it costs $365. So not gonna pay nearly $400 for a canvas bag. I shall invest my money in a Longchamp bag instead. Saw it at Takashimaya. $165. Cheaper than my school bag la.. But then again tt was the smaller one. ah well.. cant be more than $2oo plus rite. Quite ok for a branded bag.I need a wallet too. My Volcom wallet is old, dirty and spoilt. Actually i need a lot of other things too. See below.
My shopping/wish list:
Went shopping with Khalies today.Far east rips ppl off. Damn overpriced la.They buy cheapcheap from Thailand then sell here at $40. Wat only.. I honestly rather buy from like Topshop, Zara and Mango. At least quality better.Speaking of that, i bought a top for $8 and black skinny jeans for $39.90 from Zara on Tue. Damn happy ah. Now i need to buy a bag. Saw the LesportsSac OC special edition bag tt i so wanted at Isetan. Unfortunately it costs $365. So not gonna pay nearly $400 for a canvas bag. I shall invest my money in a Longchamp bag instead. Saw it at Takashimaya. $165. Cheaper than my school bag la.. But then again tt was the smaller one. ah well.. cant be more than $2oo plus rite. Quite ok for a branded bag.I need a wallet too. My Volcom wallet is old, dirty and spoilt. Actually i need a lot of other things too. See below.
My shopping/wish list:
- Short sleeved tops
- Longchamp bag
- Wallet (anybody want to sponsor me a Coach wallet??heh..)
- Skinny grey Cheap Monday jeans
- comfortable pair of black flats or mary-janes
- Necklace (charmaine if you're reading this can u make me one? haha)
- Vest
- Suspenders
- Black cardigan
- Sims 2 Open for Business..haha...
Anyway, i think i shall give my obligatory one-month notice for resignation when i get my pay. I mean i dont mind the job at NAFNAF but the company quite screwed up la.. i scared wait i dont get my pay or something. My colleagues are great and the eye candy (:P) at the Nike shop opposite gives an incentive to stay but at the end of the day i'd rather be relief teaching at some school in the east or working somewhere nearer that pays more. Speaking of work, i better sleep now.have to get up early for work tomorrow. Till next time :)
Thursday, 18 January 2007
1st post
After much deliberation, i have decided to start my own blog. Instead of spending my nights reading other people's blogs, i shall attempt to post vaguely interesting updates on the world wide web for the whole world to see. This is assuming that people actually know my blog exists and read it..heh.
Work has rendered me both bored and tired leaving me with no energy to play my sims. Nevertheless i am forced to stay awake very night to fully digest my very late dinner which i usually take when i get home from work at around 11 at night. Work isnt that bad actually. I dont do much since Vivo is pretty empty during the weekdays. I'm glad that my job as a sales executive at NAFNAF does not require me to fold a lot of clothes..haha. If i were to work at ZARA or Topshop i'd probably die. The stream of customers and piles of clothes there seem never-ending.
Anyway,tonight i am even more bored than usual because Irfan is in KL. No Irfan = no telephone call = boredom. He's only been gone a few hours but i miss him so much already. I'm not mushy. Seriously. I just honestly miss his company. He's my boyfriend and best friend rolled into one. It sucks when he's away cause i have no one to talk too. I'm not like other girls who have BFFs to call when the boyfriend is away. You know, i think i have a lack of friends. I mean i have friends but i dont exactly have people that i can truly open up too. Nobody seems close enough. I still feel very self-concious among most of my friends. I may seem sociable but many a time i'm hiding what i really feel or think. I think i must make it a point to be less reserved and try to make more real friends. Yes, real friends. Real friends are people who like you unconditionally. People you know you can talk to even after months of not seeing each other. I've made a few in pri and sec school. Sad to say i dont think i made any in jc. Somehow most people in jc seemed judgemental. People say hi to you but bitch about you later. Many people just seem fake. And i swear there is a "tak sedar diri" epidemic in mj.The slenge people think they damn fuckin cool, the cannot sing think they can sing, the cannot dance think they can dance and the not chio think they bloody chio. I mean come on people look at yourselves man. I honestly did not enjoy mj. Not because i was retained but because the student population sucked. The only good thing tt came out of mj for me was Irfan. Sounds dumb but its true. Now i jus wanna get my results and get on with my life. TK rox mj sucks..haha. I think i've just typed a bloody long first post using the word 'bloody' a lot of times..heh. Till next time.
Work has rendered me both bored and tired leaving me with no energy to play my sims. Nevertheless i am forced to stay awake very night to fully digest my very late dinner which i usually take when i get home from work at around 11 at night. Work isnt that bad actually. I dont do much since Vivo is pretty empty during the weekdays. I'm glad that my job as a sales executive at NAFNAF does not require me to fold a lot of clothes..haha. If i were to work at ZARA or Topshop i'd probably die. The stream of customers and piles of clothes there seem never-ending.
Anyway,tonight i am even more bored than usual because Irfan is in KL. No Irfan = no telephone call = boredom. He's only been gone a few hours but i miss him so much already. I'm not mushy. Seriously. I just honestly miss his company. He's my boyfriend and best friend rolled into one. It sucks when he's away cause i have no one to talk too. I'm not like other girls who have BFFs to call when the boyfriend is away. You know, i think i have a lack of friends. I mean i have friends but i dont exactly have people that i can truly open up too. Nobody seems close enough. I still feel very self-concious among most of my friends. I may seem sociable but many a time i'm hiding what i really feel or think. I think i must make it a point to be less reserved and try to make more real friends. Yes, real friends. Real friends are people who like you unconditionally. People you know you can talk to even after months of not seeing each other. I've made a few in pri and sec school. Sad to say i dont think i made any in jc. Somehow most people in jc seemed judgemental. People say hi to you but bitch about you later. Many people just seem fake. And i swear there is a "tak sedar diri" epidemic in mj.The slenge people think they damn fuckin cool, the cannot sing think they can sing, the cannot dance think they can dance and the not chio think they bloody chio. I mean come on people look at yourselves man. I honestly did not enjoy mj. Not because i was retained but because the student population sucked. The only good thing tt came out of mj for me was Irfan. Sounds dumb but its true. Now i jus wanna get my results and get on with my life. TK rox mj sucks..haha. I think i've just typed a bloody long first post using the word 'bloody' a lot of times..heh. Till next time.
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